SHITTY DAY AGAIN. zz.
and today's really shitty, literally.

why must it always be me with thousand over people walking up and down of orchard . and yet i'm the one D:

SIGH.
life's a shit.
no more walking on open area at evening in town.
shit.

11:58 PM

shitty thursday.
damn.

the feeling sucks when you're filled full with the feel of basketball but end up not performing or to say, never ever performed before.
is basketball really something suitable for me? :/

feeling alittle detached.
detached from the world.
or perhaps they're moving way too fast for me to catch up.
or to say.. i'm too tired of catching up.
catching up the time i'd lost is impossible.

life sucks, alittle in me, somehow.

12:44 AM

another friday is here.. friday with alvin, alittle down. ):

i'm tired and i'm going out with my mama tmr in the day and meeting my SQM project group at night for DINNER . a dinner with a purpose, of course.

damn, feel so guilty.
i'm sooooo sorry annette, i sound alittle attitude-ish infront of the vending machine just now, sorry uh (:
it's because the stupid idiot vending machine doesn't know how to read D- 1.
damn.

fatfatsng had a great time with hsc this afternoon, love them loads, tonnes, dozens, infinity. :D

fatfatsng miss genting trip days.

lastly & most importantly, i miss my vinvin ):

12:39 AM

been playing with alvin's brother nowadays. he's cute and fun just like his brother uh. (:

had dinner with l.j.x.n just now and we ate at hawker centre/kopitiam/food court whichever you like to call it cause we're all on budget. LOL.
shopped around alittle after that since ning wanted to buy pumps but she ended up buying everything except shoes. -.-

sleeping during lectures has been a habit and i want to kick this habit off, can anyone help me? D:
it sucks to find myself not knowing anything although it's been a week uh.
damn.

oh, and it feels a little sucky in knowing there's a disney ITP wishing i could go, but i can't go.. everyone's praying that they'll go through the interview but i'm here praying i'll strike 4D or Toto so that i could afford to go, however-whatever, it's too late.
i wish everyone who wna go will go, i wish everyone in o1 that went for the interview will be successful.
goodluck.

loves vin (:

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9:59 PM

oh nooooo.. 30 hours 20 mins more to school .
oh nooooo.. it feels like i'd been on holiday for soooooooooooo long, yet feels so short at the same time.
oh nooooo.. gna see ronald again .
oh nooooo.. waking up at 6 ain't sth i miss but i hafta do it againnnnnn..
oh nooooo..
oh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

damn GEMS.
didn't manage to choose the one i wanted, Personal Selling. wtf. OPEN MORE CLASSES LA D:
even blocked my first choice gems. eeeeeeeee.

anw, had been working and idling my holidays away.
& swimming & cooking with J, ahxue and boss. weeeee.
loves HSC loadsloads.

yani's gone, leslie going.
oh nooooo.. ):

1:39 AM

i hate myself, i don't know why.
it sucks.

i'm perfectly ok with my life, but i'm not ok with myself.

idkidkidk.

D:

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